Who You Are On Paper

Dec. 30 - sorry if I'm not accurately processing all this information; a majority of my brain capacity is being used trying to figure out why you're giving it to me.
Jan. 4 - again with that loaded information. I guess I can play that game with you, but know that from here on out, it can't mean anything to me. Perhaps the basis for something far more platonic? And I don't know how to take her interpretation of your unperceived nonverbals.
Jan. 7 - maybe it's not so much there for you anymore? Oh, wait. There you are. So...? "I wanna swim away but don't know how"