Thursday, January 08, 2009

Who You Are On Paper

Dec. 30 - sorry if I'm not accurately processing all this information; a majority of my brain capacity is being used trying to figure out why you're giving it to me.
Jan. 4 - again with that loaded information. I guess I can play that game with you, but know that from here on out, it can't mean anything to me. Perhaps the basis for something far more platonic? And I don't know how to take her interpretation of your unperceived nonverbals.
Jan. 7 - maybe it's not so much there for you anymore? Oh, wait. There you are. So...? "I wanna swim away but don't know how"

10 comments:

M. Olson said...

this is really interesting even though i have no idea what you are talking about. it's mysterious and i like the way it's written. it sounds like a riddle. i love riddles.

M. Olson said...

i'm just a normal boy
that sank when i fell overboard
my ship would leave the country
but i'd rather swim ashore

without a life that's sadly stuck again
wish i was much more masculine
maybe then i could learn to swim
like 'fourteen miles away'

you're floating up and down
i spin, colliding into sound
like whales beneath me diving down
i'm sinking to the bottom of my
everything that freaks me out
the lighthouse beam has just run out
i'm cold as cold as cold can be
be

i want to swim away but don't know how
sometimes it feels just like i'm falling in the ocean
let the waves up take me down
let the hurricane set in motion
let the rain of what i feel right now...come down
let the rain come down

where is the coastguard
i keep looking each direction
for a spotlight, give me something
i need something for protection
maybe flotsam junk will do just fine
the jets, i'm sunk, i'm left behind
i'm treading for my life believe me
(how can i keep up this breathing)

not knowing how to think
i scream aloud, begin to sink
my legs and arms are broken down
with envy for the solid ground
i'm reaching for the life within me
how can one man stop his ending
i thought of just your face
relaxed, and floated into space

i want to swim away but don't know how
sometimes it feels just like i'm falling in the ocean
let the waves up take me down
let the hurricane set in motion
let the rain of what i feel right now...come down
let the rain come down
let the rain come down

now waking to the sun
i calculate what i had done
like jumping from the bow (yeah)
just to prove i knew how (yeah)
it's midnight's late reminder of
the loss of her, the one i love
my will to quickly end it all
so thought no end my need to fall

into the ocean, end it all
into the ocean, end it all
into the ocean, end it all
into the ocean...end it all

(zayra)
into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)

i want to swim away but don't know how
sometimes it feels just like i'm falling in the ocean
let the waves up take me down
let the hurricane set in motion (yeah)
let the rain of what i feel right now...come down
let the rain come down
let the rain come down

into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
(in to space)
into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
(i thought of just your face)
into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye

M. Olson said...

See, i'm nice. I add footnotes to your posts.

Amy said...

Christie, I'm so sorry that I did not call you this weekend! I hardly ever check my email anymore and I only look at my blog on sundays! I will have to email you my cell phone number (and get yours too) because the next time you are in BC I would love to see you!

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